I really miss you Sandor. I'm sorry I couldn't make it to your funeral today but trust me I was still thinking about you every second of the day. I found this picture of me, you, my mom and your mom from the Christmas party that the photographer took. I remember you wanted me to watch you play some game on your xBox that you got from the party haha.
I don't know why people keep saying you're in a better place and that you're happier. I have no doubt that you're in a good place, but knowing you, you'd most likely still want to be here with all your friends and your family. You were supposed to get better and kick the shit out of cancer This is where you belong. But nonetheless I hope you're doing well. Miss you :)
Purpose
- Alyssa
- I've decided to keep a record of my (second) cancer experience for personal and educational purposes. I know there are people out there my age, or maybe younger or older, going through the same thing I am and I thought it would be nice to let them know that there is someone out there that wants to help them and that is also probably crazier than them. It's also an easy way for my friends to see how I'm doing if they can't get in touch with me. I hope you enjoy the results of my chemobrain :) Everyone should remember that what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger... no matter how hard it tries.
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