Day -5

I'm loosing tract of days and events now. I'm not sure if what happened, happened yesterday or the day before that. It feels like I've been in here for a month already. I'm not used to everyone here yet so the awkwardness factor still makes me like new and that I still have a long way to in here. For the most part of the day I'm by myself until my mom or dad arrive in the evening or night. With no residences here I have no one to bother and occupy my time with. I can honestly say I miss being in pediatrics. It just seems more inviting down there, especially for a child. You have about 3-5 doctors/nurses/students seeing you in the morning and tickling your belly and then a resident at night to follow up on all that tickling fun. Maybe I'll get used to all the doctors not waning to tickle me night and day, but not anytime soon.


I keep thinking about everyone and how they're doing while I'm stuck in this box. Most likely everyone is going on with their daily routines. Time has stopped in my box til I get better. Which is hard for me to say. Because I still want to have fun with the very few friends I have left...

I've lost my train of thought with this post. I'll continue later.