I'm actually really excited about going tomorrow or maybe it's just my nerves. Don't get me wrong, it's not something I want to do ( I'd much rather go to Brazil, I hear it's Carnival time down there now) but I actually enjoy spending time with doctors/nurses/med students and having them feel me up at 7 in the morning. Plus it will be a nice scene change from the inside of my house. I'm excited about some of the potential drugs I may be receiving that will make me feel... happy :) (there goes the hidden addict in me). I can't really explain the feeling.
I keep thinking that I'm going to go there and see Sandor and joke around with him and stuff but then I remember that he's not (physically) here anymore. But he'll be with me, helping me fight and keeping my spirits up.
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