Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Day 40; Two days til failure

Unfortunately, my new cells have not engrafted yet and it's passed the date that most transplantees engraft. So lucky me, I'm part of the 5% who's transplant failed. The next idea is one that I am not a fan of; more chemo, radiation, and other transplant. The doctors said that by day 42 the transplant is considered. I really with all my will and heart don't want to this! I've been here since Feb 12th. I'm really tired of all the shit. What makes it worse is that I'm most likely going to be here for my mommy's birthday.

But the important part is that I made it this far. Hopefully I'll be able to make into remission.

1 comment:

Kelly Davis said...

My love hang in there! I'm gunna come on Saturday! If thats cool. I'll call you tomorrow night to confirm it, i'm coming saturday cuz Andy wants to come and see you, he misses you! =D I loves ya lots and i miss you like crazyyyyy! Just keep your head up, cuz i'm really convinced that you'll turn into super-woman (and being a superhero is just cool)


kay super-woman, i'll call you tomorrow.



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